you stole my heart

Saturday, May 31, 2003

was in a rush for tuition this mrng. y? becos i woke up at 9.30am when my lesson was supposed to start at 10am. had a quick shower and off straight to the bus stop. wanted to take a cab butthen i'd rather save tt bucks for something else. was so sleepy throughout the lesson and had to force myself to open my eyes real wide. sat as always, a double trouble day for me, giving two lessons; morn and aftn. lucky me, de aftn lesson was cancelled as my student's mum had an urgent matter to settle. the burning of the aromatheraphy incense then filled the room and thus accompanied me to slp. i was as dead as a log, sleeping soundly, catching up with my slp. i wonder if tt aroma thingey does wk.

:: ffy 8:50pm ::

just read on...

cerita 1

Seorang lelaki telah pergi ke kedai jam untuk membaiki jam tangannya.Setelah melihat sekali imbas, si pembaik jam bertanyakan tentang harga jam itu."Seribu ringgit", jawab lelaki itu dengan bangga. "Awak telah ditipu, ini jam tiruan, bukan asli. Di mana awak beli?" Dengan perasaan marah lelaki itu menjawab, "Di sinilah!"

cerita 2

Selepas berjaya mencuri tiga ekor ayam, seorang pencuri segera pergi mendapatkan seorang pembeli ayam. "Saya hendak menjual ayam-ayam ini," katanya. "Dari mana kamu dapat?" Tanya pembeli ayam. "Saya mencurinya," jawab pencuri itu. "Tidakkah kamu tahu mencuri itu salah di sisi undang-undang dan berdosa di sisi agama?" "Saya tahu," jawab si pencuri, "sebab itulah saya tak mahu simpan ayam-ayam ini."

cerita 3

Seorang pemuda yang menunggang motosikal dalam perjalanan pulang ke
rumahnya singgah di sebuah rumah kerana hujan turun dengan lebatnya pada
malam itu. Itulah sahaja satu-satunya rumah yang terdapat di tepi jalanraya
yang sunyi itu. Rumah tersebut dimiliki oleh seorang janda muda yang
tinggal bersendirian. Janda tersebut mempelawa pemuda itu bermalam di
rumahnya. Pemuda itu pun ditempatkan di sebuah bilik yang mempunyai katil
yang besar. Selang beberapa minit, pintu biliknya diketuk dan janda tersebut masuk. "Mahukah saudara ditemani?" soal janda tersebut dengan nada yang manja. "Kalau ada yang sudi, apa salahnya!" balas pemuda itu dengan hati yang melonjak-lonjak ."Baguslah," kata janda itu pula. "Di luar sana ada seorang lagi pemuda yang hendak tumpang bermalam di sini. Jadi,dia bolehlah tidur bersama saudara..."

cerita 4

Seorang lelaki baru sahaja bertengkar dengan isterinya. Habis bertengkar, secara tiba-tiba sahaja isterinya terus mengemas barang-barangnya ke dalam beg. "Kenapa?" lelaki itu bertanya.Isterinya terhenti sebentar. Dia merenung lelaki itu lalu berkata, "Kita sudah berkahwin lebih lima belas tahun. Dalam masa itu, rumah ini tak pernah aman. Asyik bertengkar saja. Saya sudah tak tahan. Saya nak tinggalkan rumah ini!" Lelaki itu berfikir sebentar. Dia kemudian berlari ke dalam biliknya dan membawa keluar sebuah beg pakaian. "Betul juga kata awak. Aku juga dah tak tahan dengan rumah ini. Aku nak ikut awak keluar dari rumah ini!"

its not my bedtime now. im finding the right time for the right dream. its too early for me to be in the comfort of my own bed. im surgically attached to this chair typing away and pondering of wic i just cant seem to tink of what is in my head now. i never know tt a small mistake could lead to such a drastic decision until now. after 2yrs 1mth of being together, Ida's rship with Andi has now come to an end. he gave her such a heavy blow with tt decision of his. one blow after another. i just sympathised her situation now and it just hurt terribly to hear her cries every night. if tt were to happen to me i doubt i can ever handle it well. tt'll be too much for me to swallow and digest and all i can think of is to hurt myself which i know its silly and not worth it. i hope she'll be in de right state of mind soon for im still hoping they'll reconcile.

every single day is a learning journal to me. be it failure or success i take them as stepping stones to improve myself. where de matter of hearts is concerned, im definitely dead. just dont ask me why. time will heal those wounds. though are healed they leave these ugly scars on me. but its fading away slowly which i see it as good signs. and i dont give a fcuk to what others think of me. you know who you are. i shall not spelled it out.

:: ffy 1:58am ::

Friday, May 30, 2003

Listening to: Groove Amada -I see you Baby

oopss. its so irresistable. i just cant help myself playing with the templates. ders abundant of the layouts for me to try. i just couldnt take my hands off from meddling with them. just tie me up if you want to. i shall not blame you ppl. somehow or rather i prefer this layout than previous. its so pinky and i just love the colour. its a pure coincidence tt my previous layout is the same as aza's. im so so hungry now. hungry hungry hippo. but im not one. getting my butt off from the seat and shall head straight to the kitchen and dig out whatever junks i can find to fill my stomach. adiOsss. i just luv u ppl so much.

:: ffy 5:54pm ::

instead of letting u guys having cocked eyes for so much of reading those words all around the old template, i replaced tt template to a refreshing and neater one. hope this will do just fine. unsure if this gonna be temp or perm. but any way im just letting it be for de mean time.

cooked pasta for lunchie as persuaded persistenly by lil bro which i did not know why. ended up in the kitchen of mine instead of going for a jog which i had intended initially. de reason why? its de hot weather tts keeping me away from going out. heard from the news tts its gonna be another wk before the weather's back to normal. make it soon. and is SARS really staying? if U ask me, i dont wish for it.

'How to lose a man in 10 days' looks yummylicious. will be picking a suitable day to catch it. anyone interested to tag along? or i might just borrow from tt vcd seller (giggles) tts what i call Dee. and tt'll prevent me from digging into my own wallet for de tickets and popcorn bucks. or unless im in for a treat. FAT HOPE. anyway Ida's not in de right state of mind now and im in no position to console her as im so helpless. or rather hopeless in words. i'll keep repeating myself. the same words over and over again. *slap myself*. im hungry now. will cook something for maself. adios and mrng ppl. Btw a favour from me. are you able to navigate on my pic's link? i need to know. Thx.

:: ffy 4:13am ::

Thursday, May 29, 2003

lara hati and pintaku yg terakhir had been blasting in de room for a few days, accompanying me day and night. even its playing in my head though de comp was nvr on. can nvr get sick of listening to them multitudinously. de rest in de list are just superficial to me. guess my bursary has been banked to my acct. gotta settle some bills before proceeding in completing my shopping list. i might still be in short of cash till i get my tuition pay next sat. hopefully ders no interference before i get hold of those extra bucks. still considering if shld go for my jog. Ida needs me today but yet to hear from her. wOnder how she is. i'll be back to blog more. aftn readers.

:: ffy 1:15pm ::

juggling with beatitude and despair at the same time. dis aint maself. its simply a burden tts too heavy for me to shoulder. depression been attacking me for some time but silence is the onli path for me. chest pain acting again. assumed tt i cld stop those smokings but was proven wrong. wanted to take this oppurtunity to quit since its holiday budden again duhh.. had puffs though its been a mth since ive had tt. *smirks*. nvm just forget this whole thing.

:: ffy 1:25am ::

Wednesday, May 28, 2003

view this ppl

yummiEss

anoder one in my email. is it a big YES tt men are really hard to pls. share me ur views.

Men Are Hard To Please

The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are unfashionable.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!

every now & then, when im alone
i'd be wishing ,u'll be cAlling On da phone
saying u want me back, bUt u nv dO...
i feel liKe such a foOl..
i hate u bUt i luve u, i cant stop thinking of u...
itz true, im stuck oN u...

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

came across this in my email. so why not i share with u guys.

PEPATAH YANG TELAH DIUBAHSUAIKAN

1.Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kereta pun boleh undur,terlajak kapal terbang tiada gear reverse.

2.Bersatu kita teguh, bercerai kita kahwin lain.

3.Sudahlah jatuh ditimpa pula tangga lepas tu tercium pulak tahi ayam.

4.Alang-alang mandi biar guna sabun & syampoo.

5.Harimau mati meninggalkan belang, isteri mati meninggalkan gelang,suami mati meninggalkan hutang.(tulah...lain kali jangan suruh suami beli gelang secara hutang)

6.Sebab mulut santan binasa sebab mulut juga... pulut pun habis.

7.Biar putih tulang jangan kuning gigi.(gosok jangan tak gosok)

8.Kalau tiada angin masakan pokok bergoyang kecuali kalau ada beruk atas pokok tu.

9.Malang tak berbau tapi kentut boleh berbau walaupun tak berbunyi.

10.Biar mati bini jangan mati anak.(boleh kahwin lagi...)

11.Makan hati berulamkan jantung, paru-paru masak kicap, tali perut goreng pedas, ginjal masak merah.

12. Alang-alang menyeluk perkasam biar sampai kepangkal ketiak.

13.Biar korek hidung jangan korek tabung.

14.Berakit-rakit kehulu,berenang-renang ketepian lama-lama jadi letihlah.

15.Sayangkan anak tangan-tangankan sayangkan isteri kahwin lagi satu.

16.Kalau padi katakan padi, tidak aku ternanti-nanti, kalau sudi katakan sudi, kalau tak sudi.....boleh blah....lah....

17.Harapkan pagar, pagar pun tak boleh harap.

18.Kera dihutan disusukan anak dirumah mati kelaparan. (itu...mesti ibu
kera, sebab tu dia susukan anak dia)

19.Tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang inikan pula tempat kena saman.

20.Hujan emas dinegeri orang, hujan batu dinegeri sendiri, kalau macamtu lebih baik tak payah hujan.

21.Biar lambat asalkan perlahan.

22.Kalau tiada rotan, pelempang ajelah....

23.Habis madu sepah tu jangan dibuang merata-rata.

24.Carik-carik bulu ayam lama-lama jadi bulu tangkis badminton,pastu ayam kebogelan.

25.Air dicincang takkan putus tapi kalau daging dicincang tandanya ada kenduri kahwin.

26.Kerbau berpegang pada tali, manusia berpegang gunakan tanganlah....

27.Pinggan tak retak nasi tak dingin, kalau orang tak hendak tandanya kita tak lawa.

28.Jinak-jinak siburung merpati, hendak dipegang tak dapat tembak ajelah..

29.Takkan lari gunung dikejar, tapi kalau tak kejar pun gunung tu takkan lari jugak.

30.Rambut sama hitam, kutu lain-lain.(kat kepala masing-masing lah)

31.Patah tumbuh, hilang report-lah polis.

32.Lembu punya susu, Ducth-Lady dapat nama.

33.Ditelan mati mak diluah tak keluar-keluar.

34.Berapa berat mata memandang, berat lagi ahli sukan yang masuk acara angkat berat.

35.Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat akhirnya tak masuk Sukan Olimpik jugak.

36.Kalau ada jarum yang patah jangan disimpan di dalam peti, buang ajelah pegi beli jarum yang baru.

37.Kalau ada sumur diladang, boleh hamba menumpang mandi, kalau ada umur yang panjang, bolehlah kita kahwin lari.......(nak tak?)

38.Bunga tahi ayam bukannya sekuntum....

39.Kajang Pak Malau Kajang berlipat, Kajang hamba makan satey Kajang lagi best

40.Kalau kail panjang sejengkal, belilah kail yang panjang sikit.

41.Kalau takut dilambung ombak janganlah berumah ditepi pantai,buat rumah
jauh-jauh sikit dari pantai

42.Pecah kaca pecah gelas, kalau dah pecah tu tak reti-reti nak ganti ke

like what pweety had tag,be thankful that we are still here after yesterday .. yahh we shld be appreciative for tt we've been given another day to live on by HIM. a day does make a difference and is significant to me. wonders what will happen if tomorrow nvr comes? be blessed for what u have.

:: ffy 2:13pm ::

Monday, May 26, 2003

been an unpaid nurse to lil bro for a few days. his fever was back again and went polyclinic this morng. couldnt believe my eyes when those patients were all in masks. gawd..didnt know it'll be tt strict. and definitely i do look stupid in tt but safety comes first right? well, did dome exercise of mopping and vacuuming but paid a lil penalty for tt. as usual streneous work cause de back pain.

do we have to indulge in quarrels whenever in conversations? i simply dont understand why? is tt some kind of a ritual? i just hate such cos they'll give me those terrible chest pains. i can never control those pains in me. im a weakling and prone to tt; like those back and chest pains of mine. why do i have to understand you when you didnt spare a thought of understanding me too. pls relieve me from all dis discomforts of mine. im hurt and suffering in silence but i know these'll end soon one day. time will fly very fast and i shall have to wait patiently. they say disputes make your hearts grow fonder. yahh ryte... those are never pleasant. one moment its all beauty and suddenly it shall turn to beast. who likes beast thou.

:: ffy 11:18pm ::

gOshh. ppl welcome to my new crib. seriOusly i hate the new blogger. i still prefer de old version. well what to do. the old bloggy's template gave me a scare. im still figuring it out. im gonna miss my old Mr Blogger. *sniff sniff*.

::ffy 3:23pm ::