you stole my heart

Sunday, September 21, 2003

had to be at Dee's plc ard 1+ for the bdae thingey bUt ive nOt even shOwer yet. the weather's been unpredictable lately and same gOes for my mOOd. im tOo lazy and nOt having any mOod tO gO. there's 2 tests tOmOrrOw and i shld blame myself if im gOnna fail the papers cOs ive nOt even dOne my revisiOn. tUrning 19 tOmOrrOw bUt it dOesnt seem tO have any difference or changes in me. mayb ive nOt realised it yet, bUt time will tell everything.

wanted tO celebrate at HRC ystdae like we Used tO last yr bUt am wOrried tt we might sqUabble if we meet. mUndane satUrdae bUt had tO f.O with the idea tO clUb. cease the thOught Of gOing there and stayed at hOme the whOle night. had a gOod rest and sleep like what ive always wanted.

shall head tO the bathrOom nOw and get ready. what shall i wear then? lazy, lazy, lazy tO even think....

:: ffy 11:54am::

Saturday, September 13, 2003

Listening tO: PintakU yg Terakhir - Dayang Nurfaizah

nO idea wer im heading tO 2dae.. tOt Of gOing HRC as UsUal bUt ain't sUre if i shld. ida's bdae dis cOming mOnday and still wOndering what i shld really get fOr her. Dee's bdae is jUst a dae (21st) befOre mine(22nd) whiCh is a wk after her sO tOt Of celebrating tOgether in advanCe bUt tUrned dOwn the Offer tO slaCk with her and andy. nO plans tO celebrate yet. Outz la8 in de aftn tO chill and have my daily dOsage.

shld i dCide fOr the phUtUre Or let fate deCide fOr me?

:: ffy 12:12pm ::

Tuesday, September 09, 2003

in school's pC lab nOw..am having 4hrs break sinCe 11am. nOt in a gd shape fOr these past few days. mind's in a whirl and ive gOt lOads of thinking tO dO. *headaches*. i jUst wanna sit in a dark cOrner where nOOne can ever find me. i cant even dCide anything yet, one wrong mOve and i can land myself in a mess. ive lOst interest in sChOol and im sO mUch blardy bOthered by tt cOnversatiOn whiCh had left me a deep impaCt. i jUst dUnnO wat tO dO.. i jUst dUn.

all i cld dO nOw is tO *sigh*
:: ffy 12:28pm ::

Friday, September 05, 2003

JOkes Of The Day

Q : What is the strongest muscle?
A : Tongue.... Because it can raise woman's hip with just one lick.

Q : What is the lightest muscle?
A : Penis.... Because it can be raised by a woman's lips!

Fact: A woman can guide a 1.5" diameter penis into an inch diameter vagina in pitch dark without looking, but cannot park a 6ft long car in a 7th long parking space in daylight!

The 69 position is like driving in rush hour, the asshole is always in front of you!

Advantages of having an affair with a married women. They give like hell. They do not yell. They do not tell. They do not swell and there are no wedding bells!

The Pussy Poem
This is a hole that never heals, the more you rub it the better it feels. But all the soap from here to hell, can never remove that fucking smell.

Q: What is the difference between a chicken and a baby?
A: A chicken is the result of a SITTING HEN whereas a baby is the result of a STANDING COCK!

My dad told me that if Adam and Eve were Chinese, we would be still be in paradise. Why? Because they would have eaten the snake instead of the bloody apple!

Q : Why do men snore when lying on their backs?
A : Because their balls flop over their asshole and this causes an airlock!

Q : What is the difference between a black and a white fairy tale?
A : White begins "Once upon a time......." Black begins "Y'all mo'fuckers a'int gonna believe this shit......"

Q : What is the difference between a PANTY & a STAGE CURTAIN?
A : When you pull down the STAGE CURTAIN, the show is over, but when you pull down the PANTY..... it is SHOWTIME!

Q : What is the similarity between a wife and a chewing gum?
A : Both are sweet in the beginning but become tasteless and shapeless later.

Thursday, September 04, 2003

a very warm gd mOrning.. had a gd sleep last night after so many days of waking up early in the morn thOugh its my hOls.. dragged myself up frOm bed and headed straight to the cOmp, wOt else.. and gUess what? ive gOt my dream hp fOr my advance bdae. haha, im KS alright. its a MUST tt i shld get what i want. sO tt'll be an item lesser in my wishlist. had been cOndUcting extra lessOns fOr my stUdent sinCe mOn tO prepare her fOr the prelims. hmmm i dOnt mind travelling the xtra mile..

gOnna have anOther lessOn at 5 later and will be chilling Out to have my daily dOsage.. cant pOssibly have it at hm, mUm and dad will definitely chOpped Off my head. cOunting dOwn the daes left fOr sch tO re-Open. hOw fast time flies..

Wers my dUCkie?

:: ffy 10:51am ::

Wednesday, September 03, 2003

welcOme me baCk... been away fOr lOng, was tied dOwn with sChOol. bUt i dO admit tt this sem ive been very slaCked than thOse previOus sems. gOtta bUck Up sOOn. thanx a lOt fOr yOur lOvely and heart warming tags in my bOard, greatly appreCiate tt. term test was dOne and Over with, nOw am having the term break. will be baCk in sCh sOOn, next mOn. jUz a shOrt break will dO me gOOd. went HRC last sat tO lOosen Up after slOgging myself fOr the papers. my bUtts and legs cOuldnt resist thOse sOngs and bOOgied like as if I Own de plC. was an enjOyable wkend bUt it was shOrt-lived.

having a terrible depressiOn nOw and stOmach pain been killing me fOr past few days. what is life w/O prOblems bUt mine are tOO heart wrenching and endless. its been a daily thingey and I jUst cOuldn't dO anyting tO cease all these. im sO lifeless nOw and waiting fOr the right time tO slOwly perish frOm these ppl's sights and thOughts. i'd rather gO than hurt their feelings with my attitUde thOUgh it is hard tO leave. i just dOnt nOe where my life and future lies nOw. living is meaningless just tO be hUrt time and again. wOnder where and hOw ive gOt all de patience in the wOrld tO bear these.

whO and where shld i seek sOlitUde tO, i myself aint sUre. this isn't the 1st time tt it happened. cOuntless, even my fingers and tOes aren't enOugh tO determine it. all i cld dO is tO sit in a cOrner, whining and wailing nOn-stOp, blaming myself for all these tt had happened. what gOes rOund cOmes rOund. i cld becOme insane 1 day when it dOesn't stOp. it had always been me whO initiated the dispUtes, nvr been tt sOmebOdy. im always the bad gerl in everyOne's eyes. y its always been me, me n me? it takes 2 hands tO clap and ive been the Only 1 whO did the thinking. im left alOne tO fend fOr myself when it happened.. ppl dO chnge. its jUst mere wOrds tt U shOwered me. thx fOr everyting. i'll still be MISS INDEPENDENT, searching the answers tt ive been lOOking fOr all this while.

:: ffy 1:10am ::