you stole my heart

Monday, May 15, 2006

Click for more Pictures

Pictures paint a thousand word. For now, all i need is a GOOD long hours of sleep. before the real action begins.

the mummy monster got a Pepper Plus handbag from the daughter (yes, tts me. one & only daughter) for Mother's Day. the daughter was torn apart as whether to part with the Charles & Keith (yes, im an avid Charles & Keith fan) or the Pepper Plus handbag. cause the daughter had actually went shopping for handbags at Compass Point on Thursday. headache it was. eventually, the daughter took the Charles & Keith handbag (refuse to give in) and gave the mummy monster the Pepper Plus handbag, which she had longed for it. both bags were going for a 20% off the retail price. mummy monster was beaming with joy..NO DOUBT.

now i know where i inherited the buying of footwear and bags from. where else can the blood flows?

Friday, May 12, 2006

1 more day before my PDL to marriage (as claimed by Naddy Nad Nad) to the BF of 4 years 6 mths. ive yet to feel the excitement. zilch. why eh? will the bubble of happiness fill the air then on the day itself?

what a luck. im posted to Chung Cheng High (Yishun). like what the cousin had said, the word 'High' tells it all. *faints*. the PGDE trainees had assured me that the school's of good standards and the kids are motivated to study. ialaaaaaa tu. that means ive to put in 110% into my work. the only thing that can save me is if the Homec Kitchen's not halal. heeeehhh. then i can ask for a transfer. whole load more as to why i wasn't keen and elated when ive got my posting. im hoping for a change in school. i wouldn't want to drag my feet to work for 5 years.

:: ffy 03:15am ::

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

on a MORE serious note, i really need to put on some weight. practicum had worn me out entirely. ive heard enough of me losing weight. yesssss i did. 3kg for the past 2mths+. now i shall gorge on those high-calorie food. but seriously, it's the metabolism. no matter hoe much i eat, the increased in weight is not visually seen. in fact, it will be shifted to the hips. gross to the max lah. shitty-fied.

and my hair. 1 of the classmate asked, 'did u do something to your hair? u did extension?' many asked, 'did you rebond again?' hell no. i DID NOT do a single thing to the tresses. not even cutting the split ends yet. for a year k. plain lazy and have yet to think of a new hairstyle. it's been the way it is since may 2005. when i did my rebonding for don't know how many-th times. but this time round, the hair is soooo manageable. the rebonding lasted still. must be the hands of that hairstylist. too bad the saloon had closed down. ive been waiting for the hair to grow up to the waist. and finally it did. so no more cutting short. unless i wanna hear 'why don't you have it bald instead?' that different story already eh.

:: ffy 12:38am ::

Saturday, May 06, 2006

pardon the long entry for the day. *YAWNS*

last thursday french manicured the nails since practicum's over and am having the holiday mood though results are yet to be released. unfortunately within few hours, a number of it got chipped. frustrated i was. tempted to redo them in the coming week for the 13th. 6 days more to go. speaking of which, the only achieved preparation was getting our rings yesterday. cold hard cash from his pay. on top of that, he got me the T5 Sony digicam to replace the old one which had been sold off a year ago. the OT he did is paid off. what i earn now is peanut to what he got from his basic + OT. the extra hours that i worked my ass off are not even paid for. unlike him. envious indeed. geram.

yesterday was the last day of practicum. felt a tinge of sadness. almost teared when hugging the CTs(cooperating teachers). it was hard to say goodbye with the fact that i enjoyed my practicum 80%. i couldn't ask for more than having the trainees that made my 10 weeks in Evergreen a memorable one, the staffs and non-teaching staffs that were friendly, the environment that can't be compared to the other schools within the zone area, the kids that made my day come rain or shine. cards and such kept pouring in. sweet moments.

us at the bridge

with the VP2

with the 2 VPs

with the SCM

trainees picture perfect

will miss the chaotic moments

and since practicum's over, it was time to loosen up with some grooving and boozing. but plain lazy me and the pakcik were tooooo tired and sleepy. yet we got home at 1+ this morning. kental. the weekend's burnt. and next week as well for the 13th. to wait for his weekend's off will take a month. our schedules just clash. PURRRR-FECT.

did the fitting for the upcoming event and had made the choice. the cousin was kind enough to sponsor for the complete set of hairdo, make up and clothes. though i actually only needed someone to make up my face. another cousin is sponsoring 1 of the exchangings. the aunts are paying for the cake and the bunga rampai holders. the mum gave bucks to get the other exchangings. ive just come to a realise that the whole preparation needs proper planning. what more when the BIG day comes.

and honestly, im only 2/5 done for the preparation.

:: ffy 11:50pm ::

Thursday, May 04, 2006

on repeated mode - Here without you

sooo near yet sooo far. wondering if that person who used to be my shadow still reads these rantings of mine. wondering if that person knows im stepping into yet another phase of adulthood and commitment. wondering if that person still remembers me after those cold wars. i missed those lame jokes which never failed to crack me up, those rendezvous trips we had, those take 5 sessions as and when needed when time permits, those last minute plans, those name callings and those what nots we had.

i missed my past at times. those memorable and shitty moments that made me a better person. im not digging up the history. don't get me wrong. im happy with life as it is now. but i just missed those parts of me that i left behind. i missed my old place. memories remain. take me back there to relive those unforgettable moments won't you? ive been dreaming of things lately.

i know being regret won't help much and make up for anyting or everyting. this soft spot of mine is killing me inside.

:: ffy 12:34am ::