you stole my heart

Sunday, May 30, 2004

i give SHREK 2 8.5 out of 10. superb. farnee. cute. and worth the $8.50.

met Kruzgal for the vidal sassoon hairstyle dryer at yck mrt before heading to ssdc. after which, all i could see was her panting and hurrying for her pract. twas, we had to forgo our snapshots.

later part of the day after the show, while having my sugar outside gv yishun, spotted this petite lady riding on a scrambler. smsed tt suspected person and *BINGO*. didnt expect the rider to be Dubbie . PURE coincidence to have met her though it was a short conversation. and ive yet to test ride on ur scrambler, dubbie. u still owe me the VCDs. haha.

i shall end this with being on hiatus. till when, ive no idea. let time tels everything. i guess ive decided to take a break from here and the outside world. im TIRED. emotionally DRAINED. i just needed a time alone before i go off. if possible, with U. i suppose the trip will do me good. and U too. now i know how it feels. but still, u failed to undrstd the situation as a whole. my heart's crying but i take it in my stride. i have to be STRONG though i know i cant face it.

im gonna miss U, darl, duckie, kin... and all of u in my blog list.. till den, cheerios. will tag when time and fate permits.

:: ffy 11:45pm ::

Friday, May 28, 2004

i can only thank HIM for what ive achieved earlier. a blessing in disguise indeed. hujan itu rahmat. but it was on and off. i kept giggling cos i looked like banana in pyjamas wearing the raincoat. *yucks*. my heart was throbbing upon receiving the book. it was unexpected. but alhamdulillah. i managed to clear it. kak juli, whom i got to know 2 days ago when we took pract 3 together on wed, she passed too. after the 5th try. and we clicked real fast. an addition of contact no in my phonebk list now.

:: ffy 12:29am ::

Thursday, May 27, 2004

it was a compliment and i take it as a stepping stone. it made my day and it was well deserved.

From : StoneCold
Reply-To : fauzi751@singnet.com.sg
Sent : Thursday, May 27, 2004 6:42:46 PM
To : Suffy
CC : sitiaisyah_fauzi@yahoo.com.sg
Subject : Sasha's SA1 Results.

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Attachment : Sasha.PSF (0.54 MB)

I am very happy with her results, thanks to you
for your great effort & commitment in tutoring her.
Hope that she will do better for her next term
examinations which are more critical. Can't wait to
see you back tutoring Sasha on 1st July 2004. Once
again a big "THANK YOU."
(Attached are Sasha's results).

Sasha's Result

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

i think i have phobia with de instructors ard me. wen he's not visible to my eyes, everything was perfect. i could handle it well. arghh. if not cos of de narrow plank, i wld have proceed to the next lesson. but it's all part and parcel of the practicals. hopefully friday will be a smooth one. and the ridiculous yours truly had accidentally deleted her inbox msgs which are SO significant. for one of the important msgs has sasha's no. i wanted to gather information from her regarding the review writing for the play which the dateline is tomorrow!! im supposed to call her at 10pm tonite. uhhh gawd. *deep shit*. now i have to rely on darl tomorrow when i meet her at school. *double shitty*. i shall just sleep over the unlucky day tonite.

:: ffy 10:39pm ::

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

ive made it to the nxt stage. my bike praCt. i had to take it thrice before i could proceed to lesson 3. thank god. i can die i tel you. phobia. butterflies in my stomach. lethargic. 3-in-1 feelings tt took control of me. but i had fun riding. tsk tsk. if only i didnt procrastinate too much. i would have already ride the dream bike by now. all i wish now is to have tt passport to ride before i reach the big two-zero

p/s: the pix of my new hair cut is in de phlogger board. not much different. except de length. but dun worry. it'll make a different soon. hopefully.

:: ffy 01:00am ::

Sunday, May 23, 2004

i had de last look of my long hair in the mirror for 5sec before she snipped them away. *sob*. not much different except tt my head feels lighter now. thank god. now waiting for the right timing to spare tt freaking, miserable 4hrs to have it rebonded again. if possible before de new term starts. only then i can close the case.
now i miss my long hair. *sigh*.

:: ffy 01:27am ::

Friday, May 21, 2004

the 3 lil brat cuzzins and aunt

first of all, as a matter of fact, i loathe the sight of being similar to others. tt is why my 'BIATCH' and 'FCUK' are spelled differently. not tt i am shy.. nahhh. u got de wrong person. i am an extrovert. bluekkk.

yesterday was a killer. tiring indeed. had drama workshop and it was fabulous. sharon made us dance to the beat of 'yeah' and 'put ur ass into it'. to warm us up. GREAT. FANTASTIC. FUN. i missed tt. MIMES. FROZEN DRAMAS. COMIS STRIPS. we performed tt as well.

screwed my bike practical in the evening. i think de bike rode me. instead of vice versa. everyone in my group who repeated pulled long faces upon receiving their books. unexpected result. bad luck day and crowded circuit. *damn*. hope mon will be a better day. *pray hard*

and im proud of my 2 students whom i tutor. dey did well for their SA. my lil p1 cuzzin scored 85/100 for her maths while sasha, my p2 student scored 90/100 for her maths, 89/100 for her malay and 45/55 for her eng paper II. my hard werk and long hrs of spending with them had been paid off. *luv u kids*

:: ffy 11:15pm ::

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

my darling niece, fahimah...auwwww

i think im lacking haemoglobin in my blood. ive been feeling lethargic, weak and having the fainting spells.all thx to.....

mr fishy-fishy which ive been consuming for the past 3 days. can you imagine i had these for lunch and dinner? obviously from 2 different shops aey.

:: ffy 11:58pm ::

im opting for a short hairstyle now. CONTEMPLATING still. ive yet to decide how short i want it to be. *headache*. i need a change for sure. and there's gonna be loads of disapprovals as well. im very, very EXTREMELY tired. i just need a break.

ok now, which of these should i opt for? hmmmm

:: ffy 06:40pm ::

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Troy was awesome. an epic tt blew me away. and left a big impact in my life. full of love, brotherhood and unity. another version of LOTR. it was a tragic war tt made me shed tears. too vulnerable to this kind of storyline where innocent blood is being shed. though its just a movie. orlando's still de yummylicious archer and brad pitt for once left me in awe. and the baby... eeewwww so cute. go catch it ppl. i will definitely, for the 2nd round.

Thursday, May 13, 2004

for 2 consecutive days, it wasnt easy to shut my eyes at the designated time. the body clock only automatically shut down at exactly 6 in the morng when my brother actually woke up for school. and having to wake up 2.5hrs later seemed dreading but forced and dragged myself up. the reason bhind it? gastric pains invaded me and caused discomforts which were totally absurd. to hit me at the wrong time. when i REALLY, BADLY needed the beautiful sleep. HORRENDOUS!

today was very well spent with darl. it was finally, a one fine sweet day to have lunch at Tako Bell with her. as promised. the field trip to asian civilisation museum (AGAIN!!) really bored us. so we left EXTREMELY EARLY. indeed, tt was what we are always capable of. the quality time spent together was worthwhile. it was a stress buster. FOR ME. the digicam and N3660 came in handy as we were snapping away like nobody's business. well darl, we had a GREAT TIME didnt we? 3hrs of gallivanting is enough for me. TOTALLY drained me out. and you too i guess darl.

click for the pictures

Jalan-Jalan

and i shall end it here with 'I WANNA WATCH SEX AND THE CITY NOW'.

:: ffy 10:44pm ::

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

im still BLARDY awake. i 've not slept and gastric pains are killing me.

:: ffy 06:00am ::

Monday, May 10, 2004

welcoming a FRIEND back then in secondary sch into the BIG BLOG world and i hope she will faithfully update tt blog of hers. pls do drop by her site as and when you ppl are free. and who knows i'll get a commission for promoting.

tts an art piece of my face. half of it. masterpieced by a partner in arts appreciation's class and i simply loveee it. just thinking on how i can perfect it with the final touch.

seemed tt ive beginned to appreciate arts and have a liking to it. which i thought it would just bore me to death. and tts why its called 'arts appreciation'. though i dont seem to figure what exactly these lecturers are yakking about. its too deep of a meaning and sophisticated. but heck. just to attain tt 3 miserable credit units, i dragged myself to school during this vacation. nvm. 9 more days to go. and a 100% confidence tt i'll sail through this subject very smoothly. y? becos it's all about art projects-cum-presentations and a stage play. haha. im so multi-purpose or shld i say, multi-talented. just like daddy. hes multi-purpose too. VERY indeed.
i can sew, i can cook, i can stage a play, i can do art works, i can relate to science, and the list just goes on. well, isnt tt what a teacher shld be? tt means, a heavier load on my shoulder as well. *sigh*

:: ffy 11:46pm ::

hey mr tagboard..thanks for being down. and becos of u, i had no interest to update. if only i can strangle u. im sorry tt i had to replace u with mr shoutbox yah.

yesterday had extra tuition cos it's de exam period. totally knocked out. but still had the teenie weenie bit of the energy to spend the day outside.

(left-right): de books, my student draw this. cute huh

:: ffy 11:54am ::

Saturday, May 08, 2004

my exam's result via sms was positively shocking. thank gdness. but have to really pull up my shortie socks next sem. cos i have an additional paper to clear. all thx to pbpn. *shit*. and finally finally, the crave for fish and chips is gone. for i had it last night. a treat. as usual. i've been behaving like a pregnant lady eversince watching TCS 8's double happiness. so much craving till ive been thinking of eating either at 924 yishun or wdlds triple 8 food ctr.. and best of all, pillar recommended me this restaurant at boat quay.. wahh. not now. my pocket's empty at the moment. wait till i return from my trip.

and why the hell am i still up at this hr? its already 3am. arghhh. i cant sleep for nuts. wonder what's in my thick skull brain. geeszzz.

:: ffy 03:02 am ::

Friday, May 07, 2004

it was a BAD day ystdae. a REAL BAD LUCK one. my T610 which i had barely used for 2 mths dropped on the toilet floor. and mind u, it was a WET floor. my heart nearly dropped as well. i think the hp's a jinx. been dropped too many times and caused miserableness. stupid of me too, for bringing it into the toilet. i guess its high time i get N7200. i miss using Nokia. uwahhh.

added to it, upon reachng hm from the meet up, had a HUGE dispute with mum. i was already in a foul mood and almost wanted to step out of the hs at tt point of time. but me being the scary cat, where the hell i can head to at 11.30pm? my aunt's plc, which is just opp my hs?? nahhh, the matter will be blown up for sure. argghhh, tot moving to a new hs everything will quieten down incldg mum. but i was totally wrong. i guess i have to take in stride. i was frantic with anger and cried myself to sleep. as a result, my 8.35am this mrng pract was burnt. *long sigghhhhhh*.

no choice. after tuition la8, will have to head down to ssdc and bk again. *FCUK*. and 2mrw, i cant have my own plans. we gonna have a 'makan' session. the whole family of my mum's. or is it my dad's? arghhh. feel like pulling out my hair. there! there's a reason for me to cut my hair.

:: ffy 01:52pm ::

Thursday, May 06, 2004

im a lazy bum. sleep late, hogging on msn and as a result, woke up late too. so, for 2 days in a row, i didnt go for the lecture. tt will make me fall asleep. so to play safe, i'd rather sleep at hm, rite?

alas, i went for lord of the ring exhibition last week. tremendously incredible. though the gallery was kindda small, for me. im aiming for arwen's $140 sterling silver necklace. shld i or shldnt i? and the ring, can fetch to $100+. cos its pure gold. i shall head there again end of may. ya, call me crazy. cos tertiary students always enjoy the special priveileges. i get $4 off from the original price. kewl huh.. can use tt for a meal at macdonalds there. *grinz*

:: ffy 11:25am ::

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

so much for the MIA. how have you been ppl? thanx for the tags though i wasnt able to reply. was so lifeless wo de pc ard. finally de cpu's hm. and tt hard disk drive cost me $95 excluding $40 of service charge. well, dad was the one who fork out the bill aniway. i made him to. but every bill will be accounted into the book. for i will pay him back. tt includes de new bed+mattress, dgcam and blinds. cpu's been reformat. and gone were my 300+ downloaded songs from kazaa. *heartpain*.

there's so many things tt needs to get over and done with during dis hols. yeah. my hols started last thur but has to return for 3hrs-13days of 'arts appreciation'. i had planned to keep myself occupy by getting a job but de plan had crashed. de passport to my bike licence's still hanging loose cos i pocrastinate real load.

the last few days had been a roller coaster ride for me. it was emotional draining. i almost break down. but i guess i was much more stronger now than before. tt ive actually pull myself together. the tix's to Bangkok have been booked. this getaway will perk me up. so much for the entry. and i end this with some pixies.

my new gadget

me and kin

in de sch's cyber ctr

darl and bf

will post up more pixs soon if the time permits. till den.
:: ffy 11:35pm ::