you stole my heart

Thursday, July 31, 2003

hOw mUch i lUve this sOng..
sO trUly sensitive nOw fOr all i dO is tO cry.

Should I Stay
By Dreamz FM

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…

:: ffy 9:42pm ::

courtesy Of hOtmail....

The Truth About Girls

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

5.When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare okie?

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories .

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

24. Girls love having fun!

25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

as UsUal here i am in the pC lab, blogging. i just cOuldnt find time tO update at hm. jUst dOnt ask me why. i dOnt even On the cOmp like what i UsUally did when im baCk frOm school. my mind's been tOo OccUpied with sO mUch stuffs tt i cant even had time tO sOrt them Out. tUitiOns, school wk, and datelines.. when will they ever end? my bike praCt was sO sUcky ystdae, im still stUcked at it. gOshhh!! my heart was aching, bUt it did jUSt happen. well, i cOuld Only blame myself fOr it. lazy me, tOok 1 mth tO gO fOr ystdae's praCt.

my stOmach's begging me fOr fOod now. y nOt? ive Only had iCe milO fOr bkfast befOre i went fOr my prOject cOnsultatiOn. my eating patterns have changed. ive been having snaCks instead of prOper meals. i wOnder if i shOuld even spare myself few minUtes tO eat prOperly. gOnna have tUitiOn after schOol la8 and cant wait fOr lessOns tO end. shall nOt tell U gUys anything. hehe. with hUgs and kisses, thx fOr the heart warming tags.

dUckie, dO 'lOok after me' in here. miSs Ur presence.

:: ffy 11:50am ::

Monday, July 21, 2003

school has consumed my every sec, min and hr of each day. *sigh*. but i did spend time with my friends and enjoy myself at HRC last saturday though it was a last min plan. been half a yr since ive last stepped in there, not much of a change. released the urge to dance, anger and depression all at the dance floor. loads of my acquaintances were there too, whom ive not seen them for some time. my week was a mundane one, as usual school, school and school with loads of school works and projects. what did u expect then for a student like me. urghhhh. been trying to occupy myself to stop my mind from wandering to nowhere. weird person i am but i did not hope for anything tt ive nvr asked for. im in the pc lab as usual, trying to slot in a few minutes of my curriculum time for blogging while surfing in the net to do some research on my comm skills project. too hungry for anything now. do feel free to drop me a line or two in here. c ya ard.

:: ffy 1:02pm ::

Tuesday, July 15, 2003

been bz to update Mr Bloggy. trying to clear the mess in my life before it gonna affect my studies, but it already did. how have you guys been? miss me? hahaha bet u dont. its gonna be a hectic semester yet again and endurance is all i gotta have. im in the school's pc lab killing time before im off to my NLS tutorial at 3pm. shall rot in the classrm for 2hrs. i shall just end it here, my brain's dead. im so horrible. huhu

:: ffy 12:37pm ::

Saturday, July 12, 2003

my legs are so cramped tt i feel like chopping them off. been raining for a few days and the weather was so perfect for a good sleep. will be giving 2 tuition lessons at 10am and 1pm, Sengkang and Punggol Field respectively. shall have lunch at Banquet Compass pt since i'll be having a break in between. huhuhu. sounds like im schooling. too lazy, sleepy and hungry to blog. shall end it here. im missing Dee (duckie), wondering what's shes up to now and how has she been. can i have u back? geesszz, where have u been all this while?

:: ffy 12:33am ::

Thursday, July 10, 2003

Listening to: Seperti Dulu - Exists

like i said, week one is simply a honeymoon wk for us in school. im home for im not attending the 1 hr psychology lecture. dont wanna make an hr trip to school just for tt. furthermore im having my 1st tuition lesson at Punggol Field at 6. doubt i can make it on time from school. had a peaceful sleep from ystdae's terrible headache. unsure how it started but somehow or rather it might had been caused by the full blast air-conditioner in the 8 hrs lecture ystdae, Lifestyle Sewing and Textile Fundamentals. so far school had been alright for me and hope tt it will, throughout the semester. gonna have loads of projects and reports coming up soon, so be in ur best position and get ready gerl. will be back for more. shall get my butt off from here and grab a bite. have a splendid day ppl.

:: ffy 10:34am ::

Tuesday, July 08, 2003

it wasnt easy for me to even realise theres so much patience in me till someone acknowledge me for tt. given the situation if i was the old Suffy, i guess i would just walk away and lay low, seeking solitude. an easy way out for which i thought it was the right thing to do. but running away from the reality wouldnt make things better. i had always wanted so much to give up the willpower in me when things go wrong in some way or another but at times i just wouldnt want to. till now the thought of giving up hoping is still there, for which i know im just living in a dream. a dream tt can never turn to reality.

:: ffy 1:54am ::

Monday, July 07, 2003

wanted to change the layout again but shrugged off the lovely idea. too lazy too get my delicate hands on it. monday is the best day in my timetable for lesson ends at 1pm though this day has always been labelled 'monday blues'. happen to meet the gerls at the bus stop, missed them for 2 miserable months. catch up a lil for i was rushing for the morning briefing. nothing much was done for today, the 1st day of school. normal procedure of distribution of notes and study guides for the new subjects. the 1st wk of school has always been a honeymoon wk for us. no tutorials and labs, just lectures. tomorrow shall be another day to be outta school early as there's only psychology tutorial from 9-11am afterwhich i shall be slacking with the gerls. cant wait for tt. sometimes i just wonder, here i am in school for the sake of studying or meeting the gerls? bad bad gerl.

duckie, i wasnt at compass pt these few days. u met a clone of me?hehe. miss u load. what's the reason behind the hiatus of ur bloggy? anna's too. but tt i know y. not one after another. who shall be next? i hope everything will end soon. theres always retribution for those who have evil thoughts.

shades - i cant seem to see ur tag board. i dont know y. my taskbar always show error on page.

:: ffy 9:39pm ::

Sunday, July 06, 2003

just Fyi the dee in my taggy is not tt dee tt im always referring to in my entry. its duckie my darkness mate and its a she. theres too many Dee(s) nowadays.

Saturday, July 05, 2003

im left with just tomorrow to have my good rest. school's reopening on monday and i have another new semester and subjects to begin with. i just loathe the FAST system which makes it hard for me and my other halves in school to slack with. tt means we cant meet as often and having a personal timetable just add to the misery of it. but it made me realise tt we have to be independent in our studies. and theres this additional subject which i simply cant wait to get my hands and head on it. ive got 'Introduction to psychology' for my interdisciplinary general studies for this sem. and this is what i've found in my school 's webbie abt the subject: This subject introduces students to a basic understanding of how psychologists study human behaviour and mental processes in a scientific manner from five major perspectives, namely, cognitive, developmental, physiological, social and abnormal psychology.
enough abt school. shall mention more abt it when it's reopen.

how much i MISS Duckie. where are u? y ur bloggy is no more around?
tag me often will u?

:: ffy 8:03pm ::

summary of the week.

monday
- compensate my lost of sleep due to wk.
- outing to compass pt with mum and lil bro ( had my stomach filled with food and do some shopping )

tuesday
- went to town, met and slacked with my friend Idah from MNG
- collected my tops from MNG

wednesday
- slacked at home

:: ffy 1:22am ::

courtesy of hotmail

Q1. What is your name?

Ans : Suffy

Q2. What colour pants are you wearing right now?

Ans : my denim GIO hip hugger ( lazy to chnge from aftn outing )

Q3. What are you listening to right now?

Ans : Seperi dulu - Exists

Q4. What are the last four digits of your phone number,mobile or home?

Ans :

Q5. What was the last thing you ate

Ans : macChicken

Q6. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?

Ans : lilac - de colour of my life.

Q7. Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon?

Ans : i'll dcide when the time has come.

Q8. How is the weather right now?

Ans : its so breezy, the rain has ceased. a gd time to sleep.

Q9. Last person you talked to on the phone?

Ans : Dee

Q10.What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

Ans : the skin colour ( i love tanned guys )

Q11.Do you like the person that send you this?

Ans : yes, shes my best frren from poly

Q12.How are you today?

Ans : sleepy - due to the weather

Q13.Your favourite drink?

Ans : frappucino rhumba from Starbucks

Q14.Your favourite gassy drink?

Ans : vanilla coke - yum yummm

Q15.How do you eat an oreo?

Ans : slam dunk in a cup of milk before landing into my mouth

Q16.Favourite sport to watch?

Ans : netball - i was in the sec school team back then

Q17.What's the next CD you're going to get?

Ans : i really have no idea, i dont buy Cds, i DL.

Q18.Hair colour?

Ans : natural black with some bleach added to make it a lil brownish

Q19.Eye Colour?

Ans : black definitely

Q20.Wear contacts?

Ans : used to wear disposable coloured contacts, but not now

Q21.Favourite month?

Ans : september, its de month of my birthday

Q22.Favourite food?

Ans : anything spicy

Q23.Last movie you watched?

Ans : pathetic me - XMen 2

Q24.Favourite days of the year?

Ans : my birthday ah - im 1 yr older every yr

Q25.Are you shy to ask someone out?

Ans : tt depends, if its my friend of cos im not. if it isnt, im a lil shy then

Q26.Hugs or Kisses?

Ans : a warm big hug to embrace me, for i shall remember tt always

Q27.Relationship or one night stands?

Ans : wahhh seyy relationship ah, duhh

Q28.Chocolate or vanilla?

Ans : chocolate!!

Q29.u want your friends to write back?

Ans : u cant write it back, just copy and paste, edit the ans and insert into ur bloggy

Q30.Who is most likely to respond?

Ans : someone's who's as bored as me

Q31.LIVING ARRANGEMENT?

Ans : ive no idea, my brain's dead for this

Q32.What Book are you reading now?

Ans : none at the moment

Q33.FAVOURITE BOARD GAMES?

Ans : monopoly

Q34.FAVOURITE MAGAZINE(S)?

Ans : anything to do with fashions and life

Q35.FAVOURITE SMELLS?

Ans : hmmm, famous amous cookies

Q36.LEAST FAVOURITE SMELLS?

Ans : stinky smell, BO

Q37.FAVOURITE SOUND?

Ans : hp ringing

Q38.BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?

Ans : wait till i get my bike licence

Q39.WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU AWAKE?

Ans : another day given to live on

Q40.FAVOURITE COLOUR(s)?

Ans : blue, pink, lilac

Q41.HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?

Ans : tt depends if i can hear de ringing or not

Q42.FUTURE CHILD's NAME?

Ans: iSzLin or iSzLinny

Q43.WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE?

Ans : family - they are ur pillar of strength

Q44.FAVOURITE FLOWER?

Ans : blue rose

Q45.FAVOURITE DRESS CODE?

Ans : depends on the occasion but simplicity is the best

Q46.DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?

Ans : no driving licence, sorie cant ans on this

Q47.DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?

Ans : yes!! my huggable bean bear

Q48.AFRAID OF STORMS?

Ans : storms? nooo. lightning and thunders a big YES

Q49.WHAT TYPE WAS/WILL BE YOUR FIRST CAR?

Ans : i prefer bike alrite

Q50.IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE?

Ans : my late grandfathers.

Q51: WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR B'DAE?

Ans : i love it, a day after Dee's bdae

Q52.YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?

Ans : virgo lahh dey

Q53.DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF Broccoli?

Ans : yes, i do

Q54.YOU HAVE PATIENCE?

Ans : yes, but there's a limit to it

Q55.WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE DO YOU DISLIKE?

Ans : noseyparkers

Q56.WHAT TYPE OF GIRL/GUY WLD U BE INTERESTED IN?

Ans : those tt can click with me, simply to say get along with me

Q57.WHAT WOULD YOU DO TO IMPRESS A GIRL/GUY THAT YOU LIKE?

Ans : be myself and tts enough

Q58.HOW WOULD YOU REACT IF THE PERSON YOU LIKE REJECTS YOU?

Ans: dejected, but who knows a better one will come along ur way

Q59: ACTOR/actress

Ans : none

Q60: MOVIE

Ans : a walk to remember

Q62: WISH

Ans : hassle free life

Q63: WHAT IS/ARE YOUR FAVOURITE MOMENT(S)?

Ans : loads of them, i shall keep it to myself

Q64: FUNNIEST EXPERIENCE(S)?

Ans : too many and funny to list down

Q65: THE PERSON YOU LIKE(MORE THN A FRIEND)?

Ans : firdaus - used to but not now.

Friday, July 04, 2003

y wasnt i tagged? am i insignificant now? today's tuition supposed to start at 5pm and now its brought forward to 3pm and i gotta rush to the bathroom and get ready. last minute a changed of timing by Donovan's dad. blardy mangkuk. chow chin chow. will blog when i reached hm.

:: ffy 1:51pm ::

Thursday, July 03, 2003

doing some adjustments to this blog. aint blogging till later. just tag me if u need to. preparing for the reopening of school thus it consumed most of my lovely time. c ya ard guys.

:: ffy 4:32am ::