you stole my heart

Friday, March 26, 2004

been MIA realllll long. due to de fact tt :
- my net's still down, for im too lazy to get it up soon..
- shifting hs by next wk, so im bz packing
- back to TP and de design subj's too demanding

updates of 2 wks of past events:
- watched honey... real awesome. i love it!
- got my cam ph, T610. next in de line will be a dgcam
- i love my new hs (will upload pics soon) though de fact is i despise staying in wdlds..
more relatives will be joining us within tt area soon. my freedom's gone.
- im back in TP, with only 2 days of lessons.. yeahhh SIP finally ended

geesszz, my brain's totally out of function. in short its dead.
will try to update when i can.. *grinz*

:: ffy 12:08pm ::

Saturday, March 13, 2004

i think im into techno songs..
geeszz.. the craving to shake my booty is so intense.
but i still can control it..

:: ffy 06:05pm ::

Friday, March 12, 2004

ystdae was great having to spend my afternoon at ida's plc after de school's sports day.. haha. i luv u darl. and im using the new perfume. i smell great. *yum yum*.

:: ffy 09:00am ::

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

my conscience is clear..
but ur instinct died on me..
ure still my significant one..

miss you and our meet ups
give me a hug will you?
:: ffy 01:15pm ::

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

i had an invitation from ida, my lovely darl, to open bottle on fri.
grrrr.. she called just to ask if i cld bring forward my fri's tuition to thur so tt fri will be spend just the 2 of us..i missed her. and i missed u too. so the deal is on.. its on thur. not fri. sorie darl.. u know how responsible i am when it comes to tutoring. duhhh. meet u at our usual plc. TM.

:: ffy 01:19pm ::

ure still the one i run to
the only one i belong to
u still the one i want for life..
u still the one tt i luv
the only one i dream of
u still the one i kiss gd nite.

the cigg's price has gOne up AGAIN.
it's either my mOney or the cigg has tO gO.
DAMN.

Monday, March 08, 2004

to just have love and thrust in the relationship are never enough for me.
the future has always been in the top of my priority list. though i know what we always plan will not turn out as it is and thus dissappoint us. but heck, i luv to look beyond the horizon like pursuing a degree in 3-4 yrs time. its too stagnant to just have a diploma in 'Home economics teaching'. geesszzz.. im an ambitious lady who luvs to plan for the years down the road. and tt includes having my own family. i think i dream too much.
i know i know. its too early to say anything. cos we can only plan and its HIM who will decide. cant say much for my luv life. its hurting but i shall move on. fate's cruel and i will just accept it.

:: ffy 01:10pm ::

Friday, March 05, 2004

RAHSIA BANTAL

Terdapat beberapa ketegori bantal dan perwatakan :

1) Memeluk Bantal
Mereka yang suka memeluk bantal biasanya berjiwa seni. Mereka mempunyai penghargaan yang tinggi terhadap lukisan, muzik dan sastera. Perasaan mereka halus dan jiwa mereka romantik. Kadangkala ada yang boleh membaca peristiwa yang akan berlaku melalui mimpi. Mereka juga sangat prihatin terhadap kesusilaan.

2) Menggunakan Banyak Bantal
Mereka biasanya kurang kenyakinan. Dalam kehidupan seharian mereka memerlukan banyak pendamping. Mereka jarang membuat keputusan sendiri, sebaliknya mendapatkan pandangan orang lain.

3) Tidur Dengan Satu Bantal
Mereka bukan jenis mengada-ngada dan boleh menerima keadaan seadanya. Mereka juga membuat keputusan berdasarkan fikiran dan bukan nafsu semata-mata.

4) Meletakkan Bantal Di Bawah Kaki
Mereka mempunyai sifat kurang baik. Mereka jarang bergaul dgn org ramai, malah kaku dalam pergaulan. Ini menyebabkan mereka cenderung bersifat egois. Mereka juga gemar menempuh jalan pintas untuk mencapai cita-cita. Mereka tdk suka berusaha.

5) Tidur tanpa Bantal
Mereka memiliki sifat percaya diri yang sangat tinggi. Kadangkala sifat percaya diri ini akhirnya akan membawa kepada sifat ego.

6) Tidak punya bantal
Kasihan betul... pergi kedailah beli satu!!!

have you ever sit down for just a day listening to songs which brOught you down the memory lane, in times of good and bad?

well, i did yesterday..On kazaa while typing my wk. the first sOng tt was On full blast was 'Seperti Dulu' by Exists..*sigghh*. i almOst fOrgOt tt this sOng still dO exist until pillar reminisce it. nOw it's stUcked in my head whereva i gO. sCrapped away de 'jiwang' sOngs eversinCe i left secOndary sChOOl, Only tO retrieve them baCk a yr agO.

Ku dambakan cinta
Indah seperti dulu
Kerna cintaku tak pernah
Rasa jemu
Biar hati bimbang
Aku terus menunggu
Benar ku tahu
Kau tak pernah jauh
Kau dihatiku

*pillar's yet tO reply all my msgs. i shall jUst keep mUm.
There's nOthing mUch i can say nOw except talking tO myself.
Ive lOst hOpe. I think pillar's tOO.
To understand. Yet i cant even do tt.
I shall stay away frOm you till you have your time for me*

IM EXTREMELY LOST AND UTTERLY SAD
I WANNA JUST LIE MY HEAD ON THE TABLE AND CRY
CONSOLE ME PLS

:: ffy 10:25 am ::

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

my mind's clouded.
i kept thinking abt it
all i can say is my life is yours now and forever
whereva and whoever i end up with.

:: ffy 12:43pm ::

Monday, March 01, 2004

Subject: M1,StarHub & Singtel (free)

Dear All,

I just got a message from friend teaching me how to reload my handphone every month for free. Engineered by a group of rebel programmers.
Now I am going to share this to all for you. Please follow the instructions as
stated below before you start it: Applicable for SINGTEL & M1 user only and is done illegally of course.

You can only do this every 24th & 25th of the month as the network system is under upgrade.
1.) ** Dial "1415007" using your h/phone and wait for 5 second
2.) ** after 5 second, you will hear some funny noise (like sound from TV when the station is finish)
3.) ** Once the noise stop, immediately dial 9151 follow by your phone
number
4.) ** A recorded message "please insert your pin number" willfollow
5.) ** punch in the pin number "011785 45227 00734" and wait for the
operator finish repeating the above pin number.
6.) ** After the pin number has been repeat, dial "0405-for M1, 404-for SINGTEL" .
7.) ** you will hear a message "for air time top-up press 1723" you just have to follow the instruction
8.) ** After you follow the instruction, the noisy sound will re-appear for about 5 second
9.) ** once the noise stop, dial "4455147" follow by "146"
10.) ** after about 5 second, dial "1918" after 3 second dial "4451"
11.) ** after you done that, punch in the serial number "0117854452271145527" you will hear dial tone.
12.) ** once the dialing tone stop, dial "55524785933" you will
hear " please key in your password"
13.) ** the password is " ****2+253+7891*+546322 " wait for the message
"your password accepted"
14.) ** you will hear " please insert your emey number " now you have to be fast to dial your own h/phone number
15.) ** you will hear a dialing tone, when the call is answer, dial "1566" and you will hear "re-confirm emey number"
16.) ** once you hear that message, dial "6011556 2245334 follow by
your h/phone number
17.) ** after a while, you will hear a message "your pin number is accepted" you have to dial "1007"
18.) ** after you done that you will hear "your emey number is accepted"
19.) ** continue dial "4566" you will hear "your password is accepted"
20.) ** once the second message finish, immediately dial your own
h/phone number
21.) ** Now you will receive a message saying...........
22.)"NOTHING IS FREE IN THIS WORLD, EVEN GOING TO SOME PUBLIC TOILET YOU STILL HAVE TO PAY 10 CENTS. SO, GET BACK TO WORK AND DON'T WASTE COMPANY MONEY" ..."FOR THOSE WHO ARE STUDYING, GO BACK TO YOUR STUDY. STOP DREAMING ANYMORE"

Hahaha.... juz a joke to release stress..... me also a victim....

Life's so unpredictable. but what matter most is, how u manage it. though its difficult to come to terms with the fact, i brace myself up by taking each day at a time. what the future has in store for me i leave it to HIM and accept what HE gives me. i wldnt want to rake my brain planning and thinking abt my future anymore. NOT at all. its giving me headache and heart pain. my past hurts, i know tt. but urs too. so i guess, lets just remain dis way minus off the future.

all i ask is for a guarantee and security.
:: ffy 10:49am ::