you stole my heart

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

im in de school's cyber ctr now. de pc's not yet doctored. just bear with me for not updating. cos im reaaalll bz with my school project. not one after another. tts with design subject. no exam but tonnes and tonnes of assignments tt are to be handled. furthermore, dis wk i have to submit 2 projects, i.e my lifestyle sewing and apparel design fundamentals. i feel like pulling my hair out cos time is rushing me. grrrrr. arghhh. finally, daddy bought me a nikon coolpix dg cam last wk. i was a happy lady for once. we went a $1900+ shopping trip which includes microwave oven, new rice cooker, 3 vcds/dvds sets (now we have a vcd/dvd player and tv each in our 4rm flat) and de dgcam. i need to go off now. my time session is up. c ya ppl ard.

:: ffy 03:25pm ::

Thursday, April 22, 2004

my pc's corrupted at hm. ders some implications, therefore it'll take me sometime to get it reinstall back. so here i am at cyber centre in school to update what's necessary. here's a gd piece of news for myself. i might be leaving for Bangkok on de 5th-9th june with my family. a time for getaway and a breather. i might bring darl along for company and a shopping spree. have yet to wk out de shopping list but rebonding and getting a dgcam there are a must. shall have to save up dis mth and nxt's bursary+tuition pay. or worse come to worse, get dad to fork out for everything.. i cant wait for the trip.anyone needs me to grab something from there?

:: ffy 11:35am ::

Sunday, April 18, 2004

i had a fickle-minded yet wonderful day at ikea ystdae evng. it was a $999 shopping spree from dad to us. we purchased 2 beds+mattresses and blinds for me and bro, a green pc table, curtain poles for the living room, a mat, and boxes for the school notes and stationery. there'll be more to come cos we were in a hurry to have dinner at west coast ystdae. i'll have to repay dad the money for my stuffs. i dont feel good abt him spending on me when im earning my own bucks. i need to shop for more. will update the pics of the items we bought.

:: ffy 04:25pm ::

Saturday, April 17, 2004

arghh..dis's driving me extremely, terribly, horribly, pathetically MAD.

1. alamak.com.sg is getting more boring. too many new chatters tt i practically dont even noe or ever chatted with. ive only been der for 3yrs and was extremely low-profile. so, i shan't say much.

2. today, everyone's either making out, bz working their ass off or spending their unlimited hrs outside, while here i am rotting at hm and wasting my time away when there's plenty of sewing and designing to be done.

3. i splurge on bottles of honey green tea, green tea, ice lemon tea, apple tea and mango tea (tea therapy) earlier. cos i barred myself from spending on clothes and accessories. it drained out my bank account. (read: its all abt teas)

4. ive been whining and groaning tt 2 days per wk of school is too little. i'd rather go sch than bumming at hm for tt 3days of not schling. but de pay's still running. how thankful i am. still, im in need of more bucks.

5. WE'RE GOING IKEA AFTERALL. YEAHHHHHH!!it was a last minute plan.

:: ffy 04:30pm ::

ystdae had a super duper supper at changi village after chilling at changi beach with aunt's family and had a breath taking view of the 'adiks-adiks'. too bad it was a quicky. i missed the chance of taking their sexually arousing body. pardon me. hehe. and today, thx to the scv technician, our family trip to IKEA has been cancelled. grrrr. if i see him here la8, i'll chopped his head off.

:: ffy 11:20am ::

Thursday, April 15, 2004

Should read these... very kelakar!!!

1.Pada suatu pagi, bertanya si isteri pada si suami:
Isteri: Abang tengok jiran kita yg baru pindah tu?
Suami: Kenapa?
Isteri: Tiap pagi sebelum pergi kerja, suami dia akan cium isterinya.
Bila pulang kerja, dia akan berikan isterinya sekuntum bunga mawar. Loving betullah mereka. Kenapa abang tak buat macam tu?
Suami: Nak mampus... Mana abang kenal isteri dia?"

2. Nak dijadikan cerita, suatu hari pak pandir melalui satu lorong yang kecik semasa hendak pulang ke rumahnye. Entah macamana, di tengah perjalanannye tadi dia terjumpe seketul taik yang masih panas. Tapi dia masih konpius sama ada betul ke bende yang dia jumpe tu seketul taik. Oleh kerana kemusykilan yang teramat sangat tu, pak pandir ambil keputusan untuk
mengkaji sampel najis berkenaan.
Pak pandir tengok ngan lebih dekat taik tersebut, lalu dia berkata,
"Bentuk macam taik." Lepas tu dia pegang pulak taik tu, lalu dia berkata, "Lembik...macam taik."
Lepas tu dia ambik sikit taik tu lalu dia hidu taik tu, lepas tu dia berkata, "Bau macam taik." Oleh kerana pak pandir ni masih ragu-ragu dengan taik tu lalu dia pun mengambil keptusan untuk mejilat sedikit taik tersebut. Sebaik sahaja dia menjilat taik berkenaan dia pun menjerit... "MEMANG TAIK! NASIB BAIK AKU TAK TERPIJAK!!!"

3. Suatu hari sedang Ali minum teh di gerai Mamak yang biasa dikunjunginya, tiba-tiba Mamak gerai tersebut bersorak gembira dan terus datang kepadanya.
Ali: Apa yang suka sangat Mamak ni?
Mamak: Saya bini juga surat India mari.
Ali: Apa dia cakap? Tentu good news....
Mamak: Dalam dia punya surat ada cakap sudah beranak. New baby!Ayo.... saya banyak suka hati la. Saya belanja awak free minum jugak!
Ali: Tahniah! Mamak. Ini kena balik India cepat ni?
Mamak: Ya la, saya sudah tiga tahun tarak balik.
Ali: ?????????????

4. Di sebuah kedai menjual burung, terdapat 2 ekor burung kakak tua.
Kedua burung itu berbeza, yang satu suka bernyanyi dan yang satunya lagi hanya diam saja, datang seorang lelaki ingin membeli burung kakak tua. Ia berkata kepada si penjual burung.
Pembeli : Berapa harga burung kakak tua ini...??
Penjual: Kalau yang suka menyanyi itu RM500, sedangkan yang diam itu RM1000.
Pembeli: Ahhh...?? Kenapa yang suka menyanyi lebih murah dari yang diam.
Penjual: Yaa... memang berbeza, yang berharaga RM1000 itu ialah pencipta lagunya.

5. Seorang gadis yang Bahasa Ingerisnya kacau-bilau... suatu hari
terlanggar seorang pelancong US ketika berjalan? di The mall.
Gadis: " I'm sorry "
Pelancong: " I'm sorry, too "
Si gadis kelihatan bingung kerana tidak faham apa yang diperkatakan oleh pelancong itu.. dia meneka2 dan terus menjawab..
Gadis: " I'm sorry. three "
Pelancong: " What are you sorry for? "
Gadis: " I'm sorry, five "

6. Seorang lelaki telah pergi ke sebuah kedai kek untuk memesan sebiji kek sempena hari jadi isterinya. "Apa yang hendak ditulis pada kek ulang tahun ini, encik?" tanya si gadis manis yang bertugas di kaunter kepada lelaki itu. "Mmmm, tulis saja "Sayang tidak bertambah tua" di bahagian atas, kemudian sambung dengan "Sayang cuma bertambah cantik" di bahagian bawah," kata lelaki itu.
Esoknya, lelaki itu datang mengambil kek yang ditempahnya itu dan terusmembawa pulang ke rumah untuk dipersembahkan kepada isterinya yang tersayang di hadapan tetamu-tetamu yang lain. Dan ketika kek itu dibuka di depan isteri dan tetamu undangan yang lain, lelaki itu setengah pengsan ketika membaca tulisan yang tertera di kek itu:
" SAYANG TIDAK BERTAMBAH TUA DI BAHAGIAN ATAS. SAYANG CUMA BERTAMBAH CANTIK DI BAHAGIAN BAWAH."

7. Suzy menyampaikan hasrat hatinya kepada bapanya untuk berkahwin dengan Robert, Jejaka pilihannya yang juga adalah jiran dan teman sepermainannya sejak kecil lagi.
Suzy: Ayah, Robert melamar saya. Kami mahu berkahwin.
Ayah: Apa? Tidak boleh! Kamu boleh berkahwin dengan sesiapa saja kecuali Robert.
Suzy: Tapi mengapa?
Ayah: (Separuh berbisik) Kerana Robert sebenarnya adalah abangmu. Tapi,
jangan beritahu ibumu ye!Terkejut dengan jawapan itu, suzy pergi pula kepada ibunya.
Suzy: Ibu, Ayah melarang saya berkahwin dengan Robert.
Ibu: Tak usah dengar cakap ayah kamu tu. Kamu boleh kahwin dengan
sesiapa yang kamu suka termasuk Robert.
Suzi: Tapi kata ayah, Robert itu abang saya. Adik beradik kan tak boleh
kahwin.
Ibu: (Separuh berbisik) Hmmm.... Ayah kamu pun tak tahu kamu bukan
anaknya.
Suzy: Ha!!??!!

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

been replaying 'Seperti dulu' countless time. where's my freedom of speech, angel? is my explanation not worth ur time? is urs den? u wld always lend me your listening ears to whatever i gotta say, but this time u didnt. u despise me?
this is like a death punishment for me.

will u excuse me. pass me the tissue pls.
:: ffy 09:20pm ::

we're drifting apart. i dont undrstd why you cant fit urself in my shoes like how i do of urs? is it tt difficult? is this what u called compromising?

im still in search of who i am and what i really want in life. and tts YOU. but its not as easy as i thought. you can nvr give up what u have in life. asking me to wait is another way of saying it wont happen. time. time. time. how long? it'll be cruel of me if i ask you to leave your past and life behind. and i know you cant bear. you will NEVER will.

keyed those 'i miss you' and 'i wanna meet you terribly' texts. but i didnt have enough courage to get them sent to you. i dont know what will you think of me. i feel so lifeless. i just need you.

:: ffy 01:45pm::

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

god sent me an angel,tts you. tt wiped my tears from my eyes and healed my broken heart. who lighted my path and picked me up from my fall time and again. but fate's making a spot out of me again. i wish i can pack my beg and just drag my feet tO nowhere. where shld i go? i REALLY regretted asking dad to buy this unit. life wld have just been SO perfect, not much, but at least a lil for us. dont u think so, angel?

you know, sometimes, it takes us to realise how much tt person means to you when he/she has left u. for gd. we take things for granted at times. live life to the fullest?

A LETTER TO YOU.
i wont and dont know when you will take your leave. or shld it be me? so i guess i shld appreciate u even more and live my life to the fullest with u. i feel heaven and blessed loving someone like you. you just make me feel so special and lOved. u were nvr there always. but u were there when i needed u. uve been my shoulders to cry on. can i go on wo u? a definite NO. will i be able to live with u? NO, i cant too. we overcome this thru thick and thin. as time goes by, my willpower to withstand this rship has drained out. NO, its not tt i stop loving you. ive always do and forever will. im sorie. i dunno where im heading now. im lost with or wo you. will u wipe these tears of urs pls? i miss ur touch on my face. can i have it everyday? above all, i miss u.

yours truly

tts me, working on my bridal tube. trying to figure how do i sew the organza into the bias tape..grrrr.*frustrating*

:: ffy 02:00am::

Monday, April 12, 2004

i miss those late nights shaking my bOOty at HRC. i miss danCing 'always On time' at the danCe flOor. its Our sOng. i miss the sOngs at Jams tOO. and saying of hi and bye tO Old acqUaintanCes. its time tO tOne dOwn. will be baCk aCtive sOOn. de day will cOme. yOu'll wait wOnt u?

sO near yet sO far, we're drifting away.
dOnt u think sO?

:: ffy 02:00am ::

Sunday, April 11, 2004

'Prince & Me', anOther typiCal rOmantiC lOve stOry jUst like 'PrinCess Diary'. bUt de plUs pOint is, 'Prince and me' has its hilariOus faCtOr. CatChing de 9.10pm shOw at GV yishUn ystdae was a last minUte plan. well, it was a free treat. i cldnt tUrn it dOwn. *evil grinz*. reaChed hOme by cab ard 12.30am and i was already drOp dead sleepy. wanted tO tag alOng my cUzzin and her hUbby tO JB bUt tO tink ive yet tO cOmplete my sewing assignment, i abOlished tt thOught.

ive been plain lazy nOwadays. jUst cant seem tO find the reasOn. maybe its de new hs effeCt. grrrrr. and ive lOst wt. many cOmmented On tt. esp On my cheeks. frOm the bUbbly tO the sUnkened me. i was shOcked yet happy at the same time cOs ive been wanting tO shed sOme kilOs.

the weather's fine tOday. shall we gO fOr a ride den?
:: ffy 03:10pm ::

Friday, April 09, 2004

finally finally, after so long of missing.. de net's been doctOred whiCh burnt my pOcket of 40bux. mOving tO wdlds isnt tt bad afterall. spending less Of my time Outside nOw exCept with my family and aUnt's. tts de advtg Of living nearby, whiCh is jUst aCrOss de rd. de 1st day, i almOst wanted tO cry cOs Of missing hOugang tOO mUch. tOO many memOries left behind. sO far i lOve my new hs.

had a terrible gastriC. all thx tO my lOst appetite. drOve Up tO beach rd at 10+ tO have sUpper with aUnt all bUt UnfOrtUnately, i barely tOuched de kway teOw kUah. *sigh*. my brain's jUst tOO OccUpied.

:: ffy 02:00am ::

Friday, April 02, 2004

one more day in hougang. 2mrw night i'll be spending my new life at my new hs. im too freaking upset to leave my old place.. i feel like crying. but i cant do anything cos it my dad's decision. so tt it'll be easier 4 me to travel to and fro NIE nxt yr. and with another reason tt mum wld like for a chnge to a corner hs.

im gonna be bz with unpacking of the stuffs der and den, design projects and yet still to get de net's up. will have to bring de cpu to ubi to get de modem driver reinstalled. haha, my itchy witchy fingers. will upload de pix of my final products when they are ready..

till den, i'll c u guys ard sum day sum time when im free. wdlds circle, how much i despise having to spend my life der. but have to adapt to it soon.

:: ffy 11:11am ::